I spent three hours last night
searching for a story I read seven years ago
it’s lost to the archives of the internet by now
and I can’t remember the name of it
but I kept searching
despite the truth being right in front of me.
I spent hours searching for something
for the fleeting feeling of nostalgia
or something familiar
And I spent this time searching,
ignoring the weight in my chest
because it’s easier to search
for something physical
than admit I’ve lost you.
We do silly things when we’re hurting
and we deny until we can’t anymore
but I don’t want to stop denying
that you’re gone for good
because I spent all this time
thinking it’d be forever
I’m not ready to admit
I may have been
misguided.
..
-Ren Marie-
Heartfelt.
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