I want to be brave for you

I want to smile when it rains

I want to answer when you call.

I don’t want to live in fear,

it’ll be the death of me

but where do we go from here?

I’m trying,

but I’m tired of trying

and getting no results.

I want to be brave

like I was when I was ten.

I want to feel the wind against my skin

and not cower away.

I want to feel

again

I’m done with this complacency,

this everlasting loneliness.

it’s like they turned the lights out

and I can’t find the switch.

I want to be brave

for myself

so I can say I beat the demons in my head

I don’t want to be brave

for anyone else

because if I’m doing this for you

and you leave

what’s left to fight for?

I want to be strong

for myself

so I can look back

and smile when it rains.

4 Comments

  1. Real strength is expressed in the soul’s silent acceptance of herself. With your beautiful images and poetic flow you have conveyed very well what true courage is.

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  2. rexis says:

    My favorite part was the line break
    “I want to feel
    again”
    As the reader there was a split second of “what do you want to feel? Ah, you just want to feel.”
    Very beautiful. If this poem is about you, I think you are on the right track. Good luck.

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    1. Lauren says:

      Thank you!

      Like

  3. Carol anne says:

    awesome Lauren! I like the last few lines!

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