I will write your name over and over
until it does not hurt anymore
and if that takes a thousand pages
at least it will be over.
and I will forgive you someday
but first I have to forgive myself
and sure, I’ve learned to love myself
but it’s still fresh
it started when I left
It might well feel like thousands of pages…
and sometimes maybe you’ll surprise yourself how many times you can write it out of your system … just by living the words.
But when you write pieces like this –
that’s worth a few thousand pages of any name, right there.
Oh, this is so beautiful! ❤ ❤